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Tamyara Brown
9 min readAug 17, 2020

When I was a little girl, my mother said to my sisters and me, “I should have gotten pregnant by a white or Hispanic man. I cursed you girls with my dark skin, nappy hair and a society that will forever call you ugly. Justice, Jewel & Janice you will have to be more, do more, and go the extra mile to be loved, liked, and accepted. You better deal with the reality now as a child, because it will crush you as an adult. You will always be the butt of the joke, the problem, and most of all going against every woman lighter than a brown paper bag, of a unique race, straight hair & pretty eyes. Remember this the black woman with nappy hair, a broad nose, thick lips, and looks like us will always have the title ugly. You will be stereotyped no matter what. Life is a bitch and believe me you will come across them ready to dog you because of your complexion and race.”- Mama

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Justice’s Tears

I wasn’t beefing with my husband who cheated on me. I knew who he was but refused to believe it. I didn’t want a confrontation with him I wanted his heart. The drama came from my Mama haunting words black women never get a happy ending. The people in my life wrote a death sentence to our marriage before I said, I do. Me, a brown skin…

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Tamyara Brown
Tamyara Brown

Written by Tamyara Brown

Tamyara is an author of eight novels, blogger, graphic and website designer. She is also the host of B.L.A.H Diaries.

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I have to omit I was fan of your work before I read this story. It us very powerful and it's dealing with men masquerading their true feeling about skin color and their fantasy women. Making some women that don't have any good or high self-esteem…

I know this is a serious exploration of racism, colorism, and relationships. But I gotta say that after reading I really want a donut! When you described the crumbs falling on the table, I was thinking, "I could totally eat those crumbs right now." Nice work! :P